a personal world view

i realized how the world isn't the best place it could be. the dichotomy of bad and good is just there and it will be for long. porbably the best thing about the world is that it's good enough and works for most people.

democracy is not really the power of the people. maybe it's more like the power of the majority. maybe the power of the people is an overrated concept or at least the importance of the self above the rest. thus is the paradox of the great political view.

i have all these grand and maybe elitist ideas. it could be great if i could rule the world. i could make it great for everyone. but i realized something: despite the idiocy of exams and "reviews", the incapability of leaders, the pollution of mass media, the confusion of people on commercial goods, and all else, the world continues to revolve. the majority still (quite) wins.

maybe i can live life easier. some problems are not meant to be solved in an instant. maybe i'd rather focus on some logical temporal things and the more important eternal things that i can grasp at least.

so this is the effect of procrastination, inability to do certain duties, stress, and the like.