getting good at goodbyes

many things in the office today. i woke up there for one. and it was arianne’s birthday, liza’s last day, and supposedly the submission for the ground floor ifc drawings. mixed emotions i’m not really good at thinking of and writing about.

spent the night there again. almost got there late yesterday and got there late by a minute today. to think i woke up there. well, i went home to sleep on my bed and do my morning stuff better. i feel kinda guilty that i can do this while my companions spend the straight hours until midday or even until the end of office hours. well, i hope they don’t take it badly.

i think the constant overnights at work are wearing me down but i really felt good with the improvements i’m seeing in the drawings mostly with ate karen’s help. it was also a wonderful feeling that i finally quite finished to a more precise and workable level the column tables i’ve wanted to do since may or june.

next up, safe. as much as i want things to go smoothly and precisely, there’s also that longing for glory. ah yes.

it’s already mid-october weekend. here’s the plan: this weekend, get a good chunk of work done on office projects. this coming week, get a good amount of cramming training. next weekend, show `em how to run. the week after that, get one or two awesome jam sessions with konata fans club. on the last weekend of august, get back on the stage.

there’s a diorama at gundamguy website. i thought of doing overtime on the holiday on the 31st to fix files at work. i hope there won’t be deadly deadlines then so i might dedicate that day instead to building mg deathscythe ew. that would be 2 years and 11 months after building hg deathscythe h custom. ah, time.