wake up from the fire

dawn today, it's been 2 years since the fire. the house seems better with but with new problems--the sink's unusable for instance. the pc i'm using now is way better than that from 2 years and a day ago.

i try to block out the memories but recognize them still. things of the past that have gone and more distant memories were lost. life turned out to be better somehow.

but i don't feel better. i still feel under fire. i remember being quenched within the past 2 years but not quite enough. holy week is coming. i need a bath.